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Monday, December 25, 2006

There are no use looking up at the sky, as our feet will never leave the earth..

Merry X'mas: i hope everyone has a wonderful plans for today/tonite...
just a quick note that i will be leaving the country for a while so I wont be able to check the sites as often as i have been (as it probably doesnt really matter considering how often ive appear to the site...). kyoh will also be away for a while, so there may not be too many updates in either the sub-zero, absolute zero and -0...

Thank you for all the comments on bbs about our new dnovels, and glad Jean-kun sama was able to read the Ootori Dnovel before the xmas. and my appologies for not been able to write new dnovel for the xmas as a season limited, but both kyoh and myself were to tired and busy in organising our trip back to japan..gomennasai-...

if i dont appear on surface for the new years eve and new year, i hope everyone will have a great day on both, and good luck to everyone for the start of new year!

... posted at 1:04 AM by yura.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Your lies are my truth.

short short xmas dream (kinda) novels for the visitors.... ill get kyoh to translate this hopefully tonite as she is here right beside me (lol).

currently 3.35am.....anyway, thanks kyoh for translating Ryoma henkan odai and Ootori Dnovels for Jean-kun sama, and also this short xmas dn (again, kinda) novels. as everyone prob. knows, Eng version can be found at minuszero.

Jean-kun sama, thankyou so much for your request (as i have previously said, i really did enjoy writing this and washing my brains for my old memories lol) and waiting until now. I hope you will be able to read this before xmasvv

↓　↓　↓ will be the xmas short dn from yura (but in Jap).



[それは私の人生の中で、最高のクリスマスプレゼントでした。]



煌びやかなイルミネーションの街並みの中を雑踏に紛れ込みながらゆっくりと進んでいく。
傍らを歩むのはこの二年間思い続けていた想い人。

まだ、恋人といえる人ではないけれど。

それでも今日、この日遊びに行かないかと誘われたときは嬉しかった。
朝、駅で待ち合わせて、その後某有名テーマパークで一日過ごして。
パレードを見終わって、今は手を繋いで帰路についている途中。

まだ、離れたくないなぁ、って思ってたら。
隣から優しい声音で、もう少し時間大丈夫？ と聞かれた。

一も二も無く頷いて、それが顔と態度に出ていたのだろう。
小さく笑われてしまった。

綺麗にライトアップされた大きなクリスマスツリーの周りには恋人達で溢れかえっている。

今、私が彼と居る様に。
自分もその中の一人になれたらなぁ、と思う心と。
自分達もあんなふうに映っているのかなぁ、と願う心。

後１０分くらいでここを離れないと、終電に間に合わなくなってしまうという事は分かるんだけれど。

それでもまだ一緒に居たくて、繋いだ掌にちょっとだけ力を込める。

その瞬間、頬に冷たい雫を感じて、空を見上げれば舞い落ちる雪が夜空に視界に広がった。
あ、と。
出した声が届いたのだろう。一度自分を向いた彼の瞳が私と同じように夜空を仰いで、小さな笑みが頬に浮かべられる。

『メリークリスマス』

彼と同じように天を仰いでいたら突然耳元で囁かれて、驚いた拍子に頬に触れたのは冷たい雪ではない暖かな感触。


繋いだ掌が暖かかった。




大きなツリーをバックに、私に笑いかけるあなたが好きです。




そう言えたら、よかったんだけれど。


勇気の無い私は、驚いた顔しか返せなかった。
呆然とした自分の内心のパニック状況と、自分自身への勇気の無さへの叱咤を悟ったかのように、想い人の唇が小さく微笑する。


紡がれたのはこの２年間ずっと待ち望んでいた言葉でした。


19.12.06. yura

... posted at 10:27 PM by yura.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

I'll be yours until the time I'll be reduced to ashes

Blog questions part three.. again, the answers on left are from 2004, and ansers after [/] is from 2006.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. smoking / ....yes, smoking..as i cant smoke in front of my pc
2. would like to see Jiro-chan / would like to see Jiro-chan with Nioh (NioJiro)
3. would like to see Oshiato / ....i guess, yes, this is still the same

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. psychologist / it seems meaning less for myself in answering this question now.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. somewhere that seems so unreal / ...considering of things what i want to do while on vacation, the location probably doesnt really matter..all i would require are books and pcs.

THREE KID'S NAMES
1. Vincent / lucretia
2. Sephiroth / Vicent
3. Luis / Kyle

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1, 2 & 3. nothing in particular / fine, quit smoking!!!

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. I have no online friends, so ill pass it back to kyoh / for those who had spent their time in reading this through, do you now want to spend time in answering it??? let me know if you do answer it, as ill visit your site v

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. yura is kyoh's wife / yura will make a vow not to smoke
2. kyoh is yura's lover / strongly concious of non-smoking sign at least in my mind
3. yura is kyoh's mistress / waste of time in thinking all above: smoking is essential in my life.

it took longer than i thought in answering all of these questions. i hope you now now a little about me and to realise how much i havent changed since 2004 (...sigh).

... posted at 9:55 AM by yura.

Monday, December 11, 2006

I hear the noise that makes me insane, and this noise may possbily be your voice

continues from yesterday....

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. 3 pairs earrings / a necklace
2. a necklace/ satin slip-dress
3. kyoh over the phone / kyoh over the phone AGIAN

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Hyde / Atobe Keigo
2. Atobe Keigo / Oshitari Yuushi
3. Asian Kung-fu Generation & Oshitari Yushi / Hyde & Suga Shikao

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Evergreen and shallow sleep / Dream maker (atobe)
2. Oshitari Yuushi: megane wo hazusu yoru + Te~tsunago / Evergreen (hyde)
3. Atobe Keigo: Rakuen ~ the other side of eden / Love me tender and Dog-end (Morikawa Toshiyuki)

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. quit smokig / quit smoking
2.& 3. cant think of any / ..still cant think of anything

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1, 2 & 3. secret / ....secret?

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. voice / voice
2. fingers / an occupation (pilots...they arent often home lol)
3. Manoeuvring of fingers / Manoeuvring of fingers (e.g., the way they hold cigarettes toka)

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. solving pc problems / quit smoking
2. quit smoking / write novels in English
3. ...not too sure of others / still not too sure of others

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. writing/reading / be lost in fantasy and play around with delusions
2. be lost in fantasy / reading and writing
3. running away from the reality / i guess i still do this often.

will continue again tomorrow with other questions...

... posted at 10:04 PM by yura.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

How could you believe in love?! love is the only thing that makes you deprave

Questions to answer: once done it in 2004, thought ill try it again.
answer on the left is from 2004, and answer on the right is 2006.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Yura/悠螺　/ yura
2. Shigi　/yuura
3. Shinobu / none

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1,2 & 3.
as above / Yura, Shigi, Shinobu

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My hair / my own personality and..
2. My general attitude and personality / ..how i view the world
3. secret /.. i guess havent changed, so ...just myself in general???

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1-3. None, of course vvv / still cant really think of any. i guess i dont have the things i like about myself but i also dont have things i hate about myself...

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Jp / Jp
2. Princess？ / ...te, tenipuri..world.. (NiohxJiro tokasa-....)
3. my own inner-world / i guess believing in i belong to princess-heritage is one way of living in my own inner-world...

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. insects in general / insects in general
2. people / still people (we are very unexpected creatures with complex emotions and sense of self)
3. sleeping / i done need to feel scared of falling a sleep since i have no more exams! ..i guess when a pc suddenly makes funny noise and decides to shut down without asking me!

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. cigarettes and caffeine/cigarettes and caffeine (this is two in one)
2. be lost in the world of fantacies / be lost in the world of fantacies (still a same)
3. （i guess）Kyoh / PC! sorry kyoh

....will continue tomorrow for more question..

just had a phone call from kyoh with her PC prob., and i think i made her very impressed with the way i fixed it (lol). it was a little harsh way, but it worked isnt it?

... posted at 9:02 PM by yura.

Saturday, December 09, 2006

how could you not believe in love?! love is the only thing that is left in this world

cleaning cleaning and packing slowly: hoping to go back to japan soon..currenlty waiting for the psych-board about my registration status, and once that is done would allow me to go back to japan until feb 2007...u-...hayaku kaeritai---...
there are a lot of things i would like to do once im in japan, like going to book stores and book stores and look into more books....(sigh). currently, i am seriously deprived of novels that are written in japanese...
If now asked to name 3 thingts which would be detrimental in harming my healthly mind status, it would be when all novels (and reading materials) suddenly dissapeared from this world. and i guess nicotine would rank in followed by the novels. ..i wonder what the last one would be...
what would be the 3 things for people reading this??

... posted at 7:12 PM by yura.

Friday, December 08, 2006

My invitation for you in love allows me to introduce you to avarice

The Da Vinci Code: I wonder if any of the visitors to -0 has seen this film or not. I had a chance to see it on dvd, and i must say i really loved this film. it was almost 3 hour film, but didnt feel the film was long at all, and the feelings ive got at the end of the film was just incredible. as i havent read the novel of this dvd, i am probably missing out a lot of possbile history (of assumptions?), but it was an extremly interesting story which could be believed to have happened. i really need to share this with someone, so i will be ringing kyoh now to talk about it, even though she hasnt seen this movie (lol). i guess friends exist to receive phone calls i am about to make in order to assist myself to calm down a little...

And thanks for leaving comments on bbs about the new layouts desu. yes, very different from the previous layout, it is now very bright in contrast to very black (and kyoh is again excluded from the colour coordination -0 and sub 0 = white, absolute 0 = black [lol] she chose it yo-?).

... posted at 6:31 PM by yura.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

I will implore on my knees to gain your forgiveness for loving you

Changed layouts for three Zeros (-0, absolute 0 and sub 0).
i know that there are not many (or any) x'mas colours used, but this is the way of celebrating x'mas for -0 (lol). hope you can enjoy our atmosphere of Chirstmas.

Recently i had again watched Seigaku vs Rikkai, and was amazed of how good looking nioh was portrait by anime staff. also, it was nice to see his attractive personality (in other words, problematic personality) of him which i totally love. although, i would have loved more if the anime followed the original story of Konomi-sensei dakedone-...

... posted at 12:54 PM by yura.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

the noises are too loud to hear your voice

Since the time when kyoh knew the movie Slient Hill was coming out, she had been wanting to drag me to the cinema, however, i had to say it was nice to hear that the movie will not be shown in Australia. Although, as the dvd came out today, we ended up watching it, and even though it was kyoh who wanted to see the movie, she was the one who asked me to stop playing it as the movie involved scenes that was not so nice (lol). we probably ended up seeing 2/3 of theh movie on slient, and i had to say that i didnt really like this film...kyoh said she didnt mind it (nanka mitenakatta toko attakedo ne- lol), and if the film followed more of the game it would have been nicer. ..after watching it, for sure that i will not play the game....

... posted at 10:48 PM by yura.

I beg for your love, I beg for you to love me more than you do now

The title of the post has nothing to do with what I actually write...I thought im requiring some spaces where i can spit out the words that are floating around my mind.
so dont worry, im not craving for anything except nicotine at the moment (lol).

currently wating for kyoh to turn up (which is approx. 1 hour early than i thought..), i guess i need to talk to her about what should we be doing for xmas and new years for -0. as i might have previously written, season limited Dn may be on the top of list, but it seems like both kyoh and i are little burnt out to write anything at the moment... (sigh). i wonder what other sites are planning to do for the occasion..

... posted at 9:56 AM by yura.

Monday, December 04, 2006

Happy B'day to Nioh desu-..

I dont even know how i actually became liking you, but i guess all it matter at the moment is you are in the yura's top 3 character ranking (lol). when I first saw you during the match against seigaku, i seriously didnt feel anything about you nanonine-....why now?
Anyway, happy bday desu.

... posted at 6:04 AM by yura.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Long time since last post...

a-...time flies...it's alreay in month for the end of year, and i better organise the flights to go back to japan sometimes soon..plus it will be good if i could find some energy to write xmas and new year Dnovels for -0 as a season limited presents for everyone..nandakedo-.....(sigh)..

Anyway, my current body status is not too good. i was up at kyoh's house and school on Thursday for the demonstration of Japanese traditional tea ceremony (Sadou). but since the next day, my entire body is in pain...!! probably because ive used the muscle which I havent used for a period of time... but please dont be mistaken after reading this post, the ceremony it self is extremly still, where there are no talking or moving around to result in muscle pains...dont really want to believe it, but it is just my body getting old...!!(crying).. a-...wonder whether kyoh had a same problem..i know she was complaining about having pins and needles on her feet by sitting on floor....(sigh).

... posted at 10:22 AM by yura.