http://kyoh.monkey-pirate.com * since 2003

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Dream novels on the rise?

It's funny when you read about your own site on the net. -0 started out in 2003 out of the blue; after picking up the doujin by Ichinomiya-sensei i got quickly addicted to tenipuri (moreso oshitari and atobe and hyoutei) and forced Yura into writing CP novels and decided to start a DN area. And now when I google it, my site comes up... amazing. While doing a bit of research on the other sites that are aorund these days, i came across a post that was saying that DN sites are on the rise... very true. i was actually quite surprised to see the number of DN sites that had started since i last checked late last year. I'm pretty sure -0 would be the first english Dn site to have had opened back in its time. i feel old lol. not a bad feeling though. anyway, just a little rant as i continue working and write a few lines to a DN now and then when i can. Attended a wedding on the weekend which my next post will say.

色々と

週末に結婚式に出て、しかもブライズメイドという大役。すごく楽しかったのだ（色々と大変だったけど）。にしても紳士！紳士のせいぞろい！！何たる事じゃ！こんな身近にあんな紳士達がいたなんて・・・うかつ。誰か紹介してもらえないかねぇ（苦笑）。弁護士さん、ナイスな味だしてたね。人の誘いを綺麗にボケるとは・・・彼女に律儀というか。ってその人の話によるとんでもない彼女とやらに合ってみたいね。金曜日から毎日睡眠３時間ってな感じの私。今日は久しぶりに朝寝出来たけど７時半に間違い電話に起こされ・・・キャレンって誰だよ（怒）とか思いながらまた寝ました（苦笑）。

最近よく考える。自分が何で教師になったのかを。そして気づけば答えが中々見つからない。現実的な答えとかはあるけど、それが本当に自分がつきたかった職なのか、と問うとそれはそうだとは言い切れない。正直私はもっと落ち着いた事務系の仕事が好きなんだよね。もちろん教師という職が嫌いなわけじゃないし、自分に合ってないとも思わないけど、最近何かが足りないような。まぁ、就職して半年足らずの人が言える事じゃないとも思うけど。だからこそまだまだ頑張るし、成長したいという気持ちは枯れていない。ただ体力的、そして精神的な限界がメチャクチャあると自分で最近思う。やるからにはいい教師になりたいし、完璧にその目標を達するための努力はしたいけど、どこまで自分を追い詰めていいのかが分からない。要するに一日にもっと時間が必要なんだろうけど、ペースが中々つかめないような気がする今日この頃。生活指導の部分をもっと引き締めていきたいし、楽しく、生徒の能力を引き出すタスクを考えたい。けど時間と己の経験の浅さがそれを邪魔してるようで苛立ちを感じる。もっともっとやりたい・・・恐らく生徒に対してそして自分に対して望みすぎなんだろうけど、分かっててもイライラする。最近は授業を楽しく、というよりは、完璧に、という方向に向かってるようで気をつけなきゃならないと思う。自分の成長が見えなくて焦ってるのかも・・

... posted at 7:05 PM by KYOH.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Working Days

Back to work and back to reality; life doesnt seem to get any easier these days but hey, thats life! challenge and strive and polish and back to challenge! Some really nice comments about the site layout and the Nioh DN i put up a few nights ago. Again, many thanks to the my dear special visitors who responded to my desprate cries for the oshitari eps - thankyou thankyou thankyou.

I have to say i am totally buggered after a day of work. Funnily enough i havent been bringing home as much as i should be this week ^-^; slack-ass kyoh, do some work and if not write some DNs lol. Hopefully i will able to start a few more during hte weekend (although i have to attend a wedding so i dont know how well thats gonna go let alone preparing for next week...)

っていうか、今日仁王が出てくる原作を読んでたらまさに今気づいたよ。あいつ性格わるっ！！！マジで！（苦笑）。さすがコート上の詐欺師！？ すっかり増田さんの声とアニメの仁王に気を取られてて気づかなかったのは紛れもなく、一応仁王大好き他校大好きなこの私（苦笑）。そして更に問題（？）なのが仁王とか忍足とか好きなキャラのロングショットがあると必ず何故か脚に見とれてる自分が・・・脚フェチではないよ？（・・・少なくとも今までは)　笑。あぁ、ビバ★忍足、やっぱり忍足が一番だぁー！！
（でも仁王も好き・・・ぷりっ）。

... posted at 9:44 PM by KYOH.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Work and stuff... Does anyone have Genis 274 and 276?

Work starts and i am stuffed! So nice to see bbs messages in the midst of my break though ^-^ thankyou so much! glad that the nioh DN was a hit vv

A quick message to anyone who is willing to share genius 274 and 276... please leave me a bbs post or a e-mail on hyouteism@gmail.com
I did have them lying around somewhere and now... they are going missing.... and being the oshitari fan that i am, i am nothing but depressed ^-^; if anyone can give me a copy of those two chapters, it will be muchly appreciated! thanksss!!

... posted at 6:54 PM by KYOH.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Nioh DN *cough cough*

Had to write one in the midst of proofing a 30 page document lol... I have work tomorrow and i need sleep. hence i will do that shortly after i post this.

Another Nioh DN, however, one that is slightly different from all others.
Kei様、I wasnt sure if you were dying because you liked him sweet or didnt like him sweet, whichever way its inspired me to write a not so sweet (but still kinda) Nioh DN. i have to say, after seeing/playing gakuensai no oujisama every character is drop dead melting sugar sweet lol.

Enjoy~ o(^v^)o

... posted at 11:14 PM by KYOH.

*Cough update Cough*

Another Nioh DN, and yes, as the title suggests, it's Side B.
I finished preparing for work a lot faster than i thought and with yura on the other end sending my her newly done CP novels i couldnt resist. viva nioh, we love you-!! (but i love oshitari more... i think...)

... posted at 5:14 PM by KYOH.

Update (omg someone stop me!) Another NIOH DN

Yes, I'm corrupting myself of Nioh... When it comes this far its a wonder why i didnt put him on my new layout. But anyway, here it is, another Nioh DN that isnt the side by or isnt a part of the computer series.... these things just keep popping into my head in the midst of DNs i'm trying to write which makes me divert... (yes kyoh, say your excuses). while i'm at it, someone stop me! i start fulltime work again in 2 days and i need to start PREPARING!!

Enjoy the Nioh DNs nevertheless o(^v^;)o

... posted at 12:20 AM by KYOH.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Update - Another Nioh DN

An update following the new layout. Sorry, agian, this is not the Side B to Bunta's DN but another one which just popped into my mind earlier tonight. I was joking to Yura about writing around 15 short stories based on "computers" and so here we are writing away. Two different versions of the same title coming up shortly, but here's one to start with. "Reset" by Nioh. As i get more time perhaps in the next holidays I'll start changing the layout of the other existing pages too.

Enjoy~
*waves*

... posted at 10:16 PM by KYOH.

A New Layout

Sorry, there's no updates, but a new look to -0.
Yes, I know, it's Oshitari and Atobe. Sorry, I had to do it at least once.
My way of paying tribute to the great author Ichinomiya-sensei who got me stuck into tenipuri to start with ^-^; despite Yura bugging me to read the series i refused to read it and the one doujin i coincidently picked up when I was in Japan was "playboy" by Ichinomiya-sensei .... and what a coincidence at that time, anipuri 110 onwards was airing in Japan and what a coincidence, the best of rival players were also booming... which got me very quickly stuck into Hyoutei and Oshitari lol.
Viva to Oshitari and Atobe ★

... posted at 2:55 PM by KYOH.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

So do some work kyoh...
Talk about a waste of a day of doing nothing but bluding lol...
Worked on a dream novel, bummed around, did some work and bummed around more. Started fiddling on my tablet and never saw and end to it and here i am ^-^; Nooo i need more Nioh-ism!!
I love Oshitari to death i really do, but hes image is soooooo rigid in my head now coz ive chased him for so damn long i only see him being with Atobe!! (yes, i am a oshixato fan to the extent that, thats how i got into tenipuri to start with).
What the hell at this rate im going to go and borrow BR just to see Nioh's seiyuu damn it!!
Need more Nioh.... Nioh-----!!!!!!

... posted at 7:17 PM by KYOH.

Friday, April 14, 2006

-0 Update - NIOH DN

This isnt the side B version of the Bunta DN, but a DN that came to mind while i was trying to finish side B. I always seem to be floating between Oshitari and Nioh; whenever i write DNs more ideas tend ot fit with Nioh than Oshitari. Nioh's a good character for DNs i think ^-^; I have a few more DNs i want to write about Nioh... i tried to fit it into other characters but it just wont work! Quite keen to write a Akaya DN as well. Anyway, i have to go back into work and finish some stuff despite holidays, yayyay. A rush of DN updates to make up for the 4 months i couldnt update ^-^; enjoy!

... posted at 10:41 AM by KYOH.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Update

Another -0 Update, this time with the Bunta DN and a Oshitari DN. The long awaited Bunta DN. Personally, i like the Oshitari DN better, but I hope you enjoy it nevertheless. It was somewhat hard doing a Bunta DN after seeing how sweet Oshitari was in the tenipuri date simulation game... omg, he is the prince lol.

Currently in the process of writing Side B to the Bunta DN based on Nioh ^o^v

Date?
Went on a one night date with Yura from yesterday through to today at a 5-start hotel - my goodness it was nice! Beautiful room with a gym, pool and all the services (massage, room service etc) possible. A great get-away trip it was indeed. Photos may? be posted lol.


Great thanks to everyone who has written into my bbs once again.
I apologise for not being able to reply to every one's from time to time, but i do read all of them and thank you from the bottom of my heart that you post your comments ^-^v

... posted at 2:01 PM by KYOH.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

MINUS ZERO UPDATE

OMG yes, its an UPDATE!!
Firstly, thankyou to all the warm bbs messages that i hadnt been able to check until today!
thankyou thankyou thankyou T___T

In return, this is the long awaited update. It is Kikumaru DN. i started finishing the Bunta DN and a new idea popped into my head and thought i should write about it before i lose it. so here it is, the new Kikumaru DN. And while i was writing this one, another idea popped into my head so i am going on with that one after this post before i forget it lol.

As soon as i hit the holidays my laptop monitor took a blow, so now my laptop is officially a desktop-laptop that only works when its plugged up to another monitor - so much for a laptop but thank god my drives didnt go with the monitor!

Finally on holidays, though, it hasnt been too much of a holiday considering the amount of work i have been doing. nice to be able to sleep in past 5:30 though, i have to say.
Hopefully i will be able to do aonther update before my holidays finish ^-^

thankyou to everyone for their patience and bbs messages once again.

xoxo.

... posted at 2:54 PM by KYOH.