http://kyoh.monkey-pirate.com * since 2003
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Tired, sore, lonlely, depressed, happy, relieved, ready to crash
Tired and sore I am; body is covered in bruises from running into things. Happy I am because its the weekend and damn it i wish tomorrow wasnt sunday. So much work to do and such little time. I was back in at work today as well and now i think i shouldve stayed back longer and made myself more useful.
Saw the movie "soundtrack" today (finally after wanting to see it for over 3 years) and now debating whether i should order the "side B" to it. its the movie with the ex-luna sea guitarist SUGIZO and shibasaki kou and being a slave (LS fan) since god knows when, i had been dying to see it since it got released but never got around to ordering it. and now after seeing it, It is one of the most, no wait, the most beautiful movie i've seen at least to my memory. it was so pure and beautiful and i couldnt stop crying start to end. I saw the PV first a few months ago last year and cried through the pv so it wasnt surprising that i cried through the movie itself.
if anyone is thinking of watching it, i would reccomend it. though, it probably is quite confusing without subtitles (it was confusing enough knowing the language). it's a movie where fantasy, illusion, dellusion and reality crashes very well without it becoming sci-fi; the cinematogrophy is great and the music is very touching/moving - all done by sugizo of course. its full of signs and connotations; a lot of NVCs and hidden messages... but will make you cry so be warned.
Definately a movie that invokes a lot of thought. which leads to my fuzziness of tihnking of a dream that would somehow fit that.... who can be my victim. i would have to say it would be oshitari (because i like him the most), possibly saeki or yagyuu? but someone around there if anything.
... posted at 9:16 PM
by KYOH.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Busy days
Busy busy busy - there's not a better word to describe myself these days. I havent looked forward to a weekend as much as now! one more busy day and a less busy day awaits. Although I'll be working, I'll be working from home (at least for most parts) and i'll be able to get myself organised. I was however able to spend some time with N-ko today which was lovely; i hadnt seen any of my old friends for over a month and seeing her made my day.
Deciding atm whether i should start posting things on my site about the Japanese language. A difficult choice to make because so many sites like that exist already. I have a funny feeling ppl would prefer more dns lol.
In a new project at work so more work is to be expected... I'm keen to write a yanagi dn but i cant think of anything whatsoever ^-^;
さて、どうしたことか。一昨日ついに号泣してしまったよ。しかもタイミングよく母が電話してきたもんだから電話で号泣。しかもタイミングよくその後に身内からまた電話があったからまたもやグチ。かなり精神的にきつくなってきたらしい（苦笑）。
... posted at 8:37 PM
by KYOH.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
ちょっと、いや、かなり緊張してたりする今日このごろ・・・
明日から仕事初日なだけに心臓がかなりバクバクいってる今日このごろ・・・本当に心臓に悪い。しかも明日はオリエンテーションなだけのはずなのにこの緊張感・・・実際の初日の前夜はどうなることやら。まぁ、行っちゃえばどうにかなるだろうけど。話す人皆に「いい〇〇になるよ」（←職業）とは言われているものの、やはり緊張する。自信がないわけじゃないけど不安じゃないと言ったら大嘘になる（苦笑）。
そんな私はこの週末仕事からちょいと遠のいてゆっくり本を読んだりお茶を飲んだりと最後の休日を楽しむことに。実際のところ金曜日ばてて帰って来て土曜日やっと起きたのが八時過ぎ、何もやる気がないことから始まったダラダラ週末（苦笑）。伯爵カインを数回読み通したし・・・←暇人。ラストが本当に泣けた。っていうか、もうちょいと前からクレハドールをあれくらい小柄・・っていうかキシャな体格に書いてほしかった。そしてカイン＋リフに侵されつつある私のキッチン（笑）。さすがに仕事場におくと色々と誤解を招くだろうから我慢。
そして爽やかなブルーに変えたブログ。昨日ベランダでお茶を飲んでた時に変えたくなったのでそのまま実行。昨日は青空だったし海もベランダから綺麗に見えたのでその影響かと・・・（笑）リビングも青いしなんかもう全部青くな?れみたいな（笑）。んでブログだけ変えたら反感かうと思ってマッハでイブのドリ作成。大変だったよぅ、ぼやき君。そんなのんびり優雅な日も今日で最後。明日から地獄のように忙しい日々が始まるのだ?。ちゃんちゃん♪
... posted at 8:42 PM
by KYOH.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
-0 Update - Ibu Dream Added
Oh goodness it's the 14th already. I have finally had time to start and finish a dream I've been pondering about for some time now. Yes, it's a Ibu dream. I had a request for "other characters" including Ibu and Saeki a while back; about the time i finisihed the Nioh dream that had Saeki in it. Here it is. It's probably not the best dream I've written but it's the best i can do with Ibu lol. I seriously do not follow fudoumine characters so it was a bit of a challenge. He doesnt mutter a lot i this one but i'll work at it.
A new look.
A new look to -0. I've had pink (my last one), green, brown.... white.... but i dont think I've done a blue since starting my site as "-0". For those older visitors, you may remember my blog as being "crafty boy" which was kinda blue. I did have a separate non-blog website under -0 for a while too.
Taking some stuff down.
Yes, my current site does not have Hyouteism or All stars or anything along those lines. I realised that my site had been hacked into and all sort of lovely things done to so i decided to take it off for hte time being. If there are any requests for it to go back up, i may put it up depending. And damn it, since changing my browser to Firefox and Opera ive realised that some of my design features hadnt been showing lol. i hate it when it does that. so if my site looks wierd in your browswer, i do apologise, like it says, its best viewed in ie ^-^;
BBS
Again, thankyou for warm new year messages ^-^ I will reply to them now!
Thankyou to new visitors who have posted on the BBS, its nice to see new ppl come to -0 ^o^
... posted at 10:53 PM
by KYOH.
